Sunday, October 30, 2005
AIESECer from AIESEC in Baroda
Today, we have yet another friend from the AIESEC Network visiting us :) :) I went to meet him from Harbour Front, and brought him to NUS campus, met up with Khim who helped him with his cam, then went ard campus, even stopped by to watch HF play softball :S And then took a few pictures of the campus. Oh took him to the library :S haha..We left with 2 thick books for myEcons project. :P hahaha..you must be thinking , i have a purpose bringing him there. Well, he enjoyed going around the local committee :P...And since he had to catch his flight, we met with HF and sent him back to Harbour Front. And i came back to do my Econs Project..Ah the project sucks..Am still doing now..Oh
And here's a picture of Nirav from AIESEC Baroda
And here's a picture of Nirav from AIESEC Baroda
Friday, October 28, 2005
Vision, Action and Dream
I really don't like the way i am working, my studies and AIESEC. I just have too much work waiting for me to be done..and i 'm a dreamer! Not the high achiever dreamer, i am the bad dreamer :S . Too much of 'what i want, but dunno how to get'--that kind' yeap, i know i have to change. Oh how many times i have been saying that? i am myself sick of it! Need to start all over again. We all always seek to become change agents, but how many times have you tried to change yourself, and how many times it was successful? Or maybe it's just me? How to be a change agent when i can't even change myself? To be agents of positive change who create the needed impact in society . AIESEC 2010. If by my current rate, i don't think i can achieve anything in this 5 years. Talking about rate, I am very amazed the rate of how AIESECers from around the world are acting. FAST. Super Fast. In one of aiesec.net community, they were discussing about an important topic about our core work, and the reply was over 40 replies, in 12 hours, from all around the WORLD! unbelievable. imagine, over 40 emails in your mailbox overnight. was it because of technology, the people, or the passion? Anyway, back to my Vision , Action and Dream thingy, I guess this will certainly be the perfect advice for myself.
Vision without action is a dream.
Action without vision is simply passing the time.
Action with Vision is making a positive difference
Missing Something
Humm, I am missing something in my life. I am not sure what. Scary yah. No, nope not the BF-GF thing you might be thinking. I dunno, i just felt that i am missing something. What can it be? I wish we all have a dictionary of LIFE where we can find all the answers. Yah, so impossible.
Just a wish. :) Will find sometime to do some reflection ( maybe after final exam ) :P
Just a wish. :) Will find sometime to do some reflection ( maybe after final exam ) :P
Monday, October 24, 2005
Where is Home?
where is home?no one is better than family and no place better than home. though home is where my heart belong, the world is where my heart desire. Life is not easy in a foreign country. i wish my parents know how stressed and lonely i am being far away from home. everything from study to aiesec to living in a foreign country. they do not know how difficult it is for me now though it was my choice. my parents do not understand the stress, continuously questioning me why i can't just leave Sg, aiesec and go home during holidays, why am i spending so much money, where did the scholarship money went, why am i so always busy,why i can't visit my aunts more frequently, why am i outside and why is it so noisy over here, why meetings again, why why why why...i don't want to disappoint my mom, as far as i can, i am already trying my best to be a good daughter. i am closest to my mom...as much as i can, i listen to my mom's complaints about my sis and bro, her complaints always give me stress and worry, but i am so willing to listen to her and i really want her to tell me, but by telling me, i am stressed coz i do not have the courage to let her know my problems anymore. sometimes, when i call home, dunno if she realize, i hardly speak, she was the one speaking and then we have to put down the phone. i am so divided. i wish they know. i so wish they understand. my mom said i chose to come to sg, so it's my fault? did i made the right choice? follow what my heart desire or follow what i think is best for my parents and family?
where is home?no one is better than family and no place better than home. though home is where my heart belong, the world is where my heart desire. Life is not easy in a foreign country. i wish my parents know how stressed and lonely i am being far away from home. everything from study to aiesec to living in a foreign country. they do not know how difficult it is for me now though it was my choice. my parents do not understand the stress, continuously questioning me why i can't just leave Sg, aiesec and go home during holidays, why am i spending so much money, where did the scholarship money went, why am i so always busy,why i can't visit my aunts more frequently, why am i outside and why is it so noisy over here, why meetings again, why why why why...i don't want to disappoint my mom, as far as i can, i am already trying my best to be a good daughter. i am closest to my mom...as much as i can, i listen to my mom's complaints about my sis and bro, her complaints always give me stress and worry, but i am so willing to listen to her and i really want her to tell me, but by telling me, i am stressed coz i do not have the courage to let her know my problems anymore. sometimes, when i call home, dunno if she realize, i hardly speak, she was the one speaking and then we have to put down the phone. i am so divided. i wish they know. i so wish they understand. my mom said i chose to come to sg, so it's my fault? did i made the right choice? follow what my heart desire or follow what i think is best for my parents and family?
Random Thoughts
"Never Put Off Till Tomorrow What You Can Do Today!"
This quote hang on my wall everyday for 2.5 years now, however i never really taken it seriously. Continously, throughout this 2.5 years i am in singapore, i am always rushing to finish my work the last minute before deadlines.This morning, i wake up, I thought i needed something inspiring to start off my day..and my week. I searched through the internet, I can't seems to find anything that really catch my attention and inspire me. Then i gave up and went to the kitchen. When i return, I saw this quote hanging on my Wall..How could i never ever thought of it? My purpose of buying it was meant to remind myself every now and then, but all this while i have never take a second look at it right after the day i hang it up. Now, I decided to make it my quote of the WEEK! From this moment, i shall try my best to "Never Put Off Till Tomorrow What i Can Do Today!" . You too my friends...^ ^
"Never Put Off Till Tomorrow What You Can Do Today!"
This quote hang on my wall everyday for 2.5 years now, however i never really taken it seriously. Continously, throughout this 2.5 years i am in singapore, i am always rushing to finish my work the last minute before deadlines.This morning, i wake up, I thought i needed something inspiring to start off my day..and my week. I searched through the internet, I can't seems to find anything that really catch my attention and inspire me. Then i gave up and went to the kitchen. When i return, I saw this quote hanging on my Wall..How could i never ever thought of it? My purpose of buying it was meant to remind myself every now and then, but all this while i have never take a second look at it right after the day i hang it up. Now, I decided to make it my quote of the WEEK! From this moment, i shall try my best to "Never Put Off Till Tomorrow What i Can Do Today!" . You too my friends...^ ^
Random Chorus
I believe in the impossible
If I reach deep within my heart
Overcome any obstacle
Won't let this dream fall apart
See I strive to be the very best
Shine my light for all to see
Cause anything is possible
When you believe
I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize you see
I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally I believe
Yes I believe
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Best Birthday Celebration...people, violin.
After one week,i am stilll getting birthday celebration..I am so blesssed! And the best part was, it was from EBs and my LC Members. And to add on that, Imran played a wonderful birthday song with his violin for me. I am really very touched! Being a president/leader, nothing is greater than this. I really would like to thank everyone, especially to CYoong, Khim, HuiFun, Imran,NUS EB and all who have been so thoughtful to organise and prepare the delicious cake! We had our last LC Gathering of the semester yestearday before everyone concentrate on their final exams...and at the end of the meeting, after i told them OK, that's the end of today's meeting..My EBs started saying "wait wait wait" . I was really taken by surprise with the lights turned off and CY coming in with the cake. Thank you so much CY,i know your gf was here from so far and u really hope to spend quality time together and yet you still came to the meeting and the cakes and everything. Thanks! I must say, i was not well prepared for yest's meeting. I was too occupied with my school assignments and reports..I was totally disappointed with myself, the celebration just made me even more guilty but in another way, made me promise to work harder for this wonderful LC!
AFter LC gathering..OFF to Hari Raya & Deepavali celebration...It was my first time going to Geylang Serai during this Ramadam Month. Gosh! I was shocked to see so so many people..The situation really looks like ChinaTown during chinese New YEar! And the whole area ( HUGE HUGE Area) was like a super big Malaysian pasar malam..unlike the usual 'pasar malam' we can see in Sg. Disappointed, only two Sg trainee was there coz the event was actually mainly organzied for them, the rest of the trainees are the Malaysian trainees who was on a holidays to Sg. I guess our traineess were busy preparing for the Birthday party of 2 of the trainees n ECP. However, our outing turned out to be quite fun! Most of them are NUS members ( coz the other 2 LCs are having exams) , and MCs. We had great fun with the Malaysian Trainees who were working for the Malaysia HIV Pbox. And as usual, at dinner, we had the longest table. I really enjoyed being with my members, eating and talking..it was really funny, coz the table was small, and space was limited..all of us squeezed together will no space to expand your hands beyond the diameter of your plates..hahaha..And , at the hawker stall, yes hawker place!! Imran, again performed his master piece.. he again played another bday song for me on teh request of the trainees..then he played another song , along one..such a talented person!
AT the end, i went back with HF and Jenfi while the rest went to ECP to celebrate the birthdays!! All in all it was a Wonderful Day( despite having to rush and miss the Life Science Career fair ) !!
After one week,i am stilll getting birthday celebration..I am so blesssed! And the best part was, it was from EBs and my LC Members. And to add on that, Imran played a wonderful birthday song with his violin for me. I am really very touched! Being a president/leader, nothing is greater than this. I really would like to thank everyone, especially to CYoong, Khim, HuiFun, Imran,NUS EB and all who have been so thoughtful to organise and prepare the delicious cake! We had our last LC Gathering of the semester yestearday before everyone concentrate on their final exams...and at the end of the meeting, after i told them OK, that's the end of today's meeting..My EBs started saying "wait wait wait" . I was really taken by surprise with the lights turned off and CY coming in with the cake. Thank you so much CY,i know your gf was here from so far and u really hope to spend quality time together and yet you still came to the meeting and the cakes and everything. Thanks! I must say, i was not well prepared for yest's meeting. I was too occupied with my school assignments and reports..I was totally disappointed with myself, the celebration just made me even more guilty but in another way, made me promise to work harder for this wonderful LC!
AFter LC gathering..OFF to Hari Raya & Deepavali celebration...It was my first time going to Geylang Serai during this Ramadam Month. Gosh! I was shocked to see so so many people..The situation really looks like ChinaTown during chinese New YEar! And the whole area ( HUGE HUGE Area) was like a super big Malaysian pasar malam..unlike the usual 'pasar malam' we can see in Sg. Disappointed, only two Sg trainee was there coz the event was actually mainly organzied for them, the rest of the trainees are the Malaysian trainees who was on a holidays to Sg. I guess our traineess were busy preparing for the Birthday party of 2 of the trainees n ECP. However, our outing turned out to be quite fun! Most of them are NUS members ( coz the other 2 LCs are having exams) , and MCs. We had great fun with the Malaysian Trainees who were working for the Malaysia HIV Pbox. And as usual, at dinner, we had the longest table. I really enjoyed being with my members, eating and talking..it was really funny, coz the table was small, and space was limited..all of us squeezed together will no space to expand your hands beyond the diameter of your plates..hahaha..And , at the hawker stall, yes hawker place!! Imran, again performed his master piece.. he again played another bday song for me on teh request of the trainees..then he played another song , along one..such a talented person!
AT the end, i went back with HF and Jenfi while the rest went to ECP to celebrate the birthdays!! All in all it was a Wonderful Day( despite having to rush and miss the Life Science Career fair ) !!
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Monday, October 17, 2005
Life's going too fast..
I am feeling real bad. I know i am avoiding. I know i should not do that. Please give me some courage to face it....
Life have been moving real too fast ... ah ha..slow down, slow down.. i am quite lost. Is it just me? It was like..just yesterday i was still complaining during the vacation about the long working hours in the lab, working with Drosophila melanogaster (hehehe), and AIESEC transition at the same time, then school started, recruitment,then IC, then 2 weeks of intensive mugging, then 1 week of test, and dunno wat happened in between..then...taada! here we are, the last 3 weeks of the semester? (??????) Serious? Yes, dear, YES.
Oh well, Welcome to the new millenium..Life in the new millenium..complication with confusion..and starvation..do you want a revolusion, people say it's sensation, do you know it's all emotion..Life! ..One of my fav AIESEC song.
I have got very special gifts this year for my birthday, not only have got Forrest Gump DVD, but also My Sassy Girl-korean movie . My fav movies. I love watching movies, but these 2 left quite a deep impression. yea, not any fancy or great movies but Forrest Gump is very inspiring ( Hum forrest gump won a few academy awards though) and well my sassy girl, hum..girl power!
I am feeling real bad. I know i am avoiding. I know i should not do that. Please give me some courage to face it....
Life have been moving real too fast ... ah ha..slow down, slow down.. i am quite lost. Is it just me? It was like..just yesterday i was still complaining during the vacation about the long working hours in the lab, working with Drosophila melanogaster (hehehe), and AIESEC transition at the same time, then school started, recruitment,then IC, then 2 weeks of intensive mugging, then 1 week of test, and dunno wat happened in between..then...taada! here we are, the last 3 weeks of the semester? (??????) Serious? Yes, dear, YES.
Oh well, Welcome to the new millenium..Life in the new millenium..complication with confusion..and starvation..do you want a revolusion, people say it's sensation, do you know it's all emotion..Life! ..One of my fav AIESEC song.
I have got very special gifts this year for my birthday, not only have got Forrest Gump DVD, but also My Sassy Girl-korean movie . My fav movies. I love watching movies, but these 2 left quite a deep impression. yea, not any fancy or great movies but Forrest Gump is very inspiring ( Hum forrest gump won a few academy awards though) and well my sassy girl, hum..girl power!
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Heavy Rain, Strong Wind on my Bday, And no CY. And oh, Titiki anyone??
Raining since noon...Strong wind, freezing cold. Staying in Study room with my friends on my birthday. Sounds sad. But i guess i have had enough of Fun and it's time to get back to work. Got calls and Sms-es since yesterday midnight. i am very touched. really. To me, the best birthday present is getting wishes from friends and family. But still, i am still hoping for calls from some other people ^ ^..well, the day is not up yet. i shall keep on waiting. :)
And hum, We are missing CY here in Singapore. I guess, he must have reached Chennai already by now. I can imagine him, like us 2 months ago, when we touched down in India. He was almost late for his flight yesterday. Haha and had to sprint for the gate after passing all the checks..reminds me of myself when i was in New Delhi airport. The whole plane was waiting for me and my MC :S Oh back to Cy, starting an exciting journey. if you r reading this, jia you yah!
Ystday night also, i had Great Singapore Laugh! laughed till tears just can;t stop flowing down.. in the train (!???!) ..Thanks to Khim and his stupid jokes, Chin Yoong and his silliness ( Titiki ???) :P, JeeHuey for being the ultimate laughing mate ^^, and a bunch of cool crazy friends! Hey we were supposed to be sad..since no more CY for at least 6 months. And haha now no more confusion between CY = ChinYoong or CY = ChinYun. The silly CYoong was so happy about the fact that he now can claim and own the 'CY' title just for himself..
Raining since noon...Strong wind, freezing cold. Staying in Study room with my friends on my birthday. Sounds sad. But i guess i have had enough of Fun and it's time to get back to work. Got calls and Sms-es since yesterday midnight. i am very touched. really. To me, the best birthday present is getting wishes from friends and family. But still, i am still hoping for calls from some other people ^ ^..well, the day is not up yet. i shall keep on waiting. :)
And hum, We are missing CY here in Singapore. I guess, he must have reached Chennai already by now. I can imagine him, like us 2 months ago, when we touched down in India. He was almost late for his flight yesterday. Haha and had to sprint for the gate after passing all the checks..reminds me of myself when i was in New Delhi airport. The whole plane was waiting for me and my MC :S Oh back to Cy, starting an exciting journey. if you r reading this, jia you yah!
Ystday night also, i had Great Singapore Laugh! laughed till tears just can;t stop flowing down.. in the train (!???!) ..Thanks to Khim and his stupid jokes, Chin Yoong and his silliness ( Titiki ???) :P, JeeHuey for being the ultimate laughing mate ^^, and a bunch of cool crazy friends! Hey we were supposed to be sad..since no more CY for at least 6 months. And haha now no more confusion between CY = ChinYoong or CY = ChinYun. The silly CYoong was so happy about the fact that he now can claim and own the 'CY' title just for himself..
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Crazy over "一千年以后" and Farewell Chin Yun
I am crazy over this song called 一千年以后 ( This 5 characters i have to ask my friend to type them for me :S - yi qian nian i can recognize but i dont know how to write yi hou..haha ok, i know you must be thinking i wasted the 1 semester i took mandarin) I have been playing this song again and again and again..even though i understand only like 20% of the lyrics :S ..It's weird, i can understand spoken mandarin by my friends but i don't understand Mandarin News and Songs ( even though i listen to lots of mandarin songs) Always feel so bad coz i am a chinese but i cant read chinese.. ( well, i can speak Mandarin, is that good enough?? :)
Farewell Chin Yun?Tomorrow? Finally? For sure? haha.. Huhuhuhuhu...I will miss you, Chin yun. CY is going to India ( Yay , i love India ) for traineeship with TATA ( not with @ though). He is a great great AIESECer who have contributed a lot to @NUS especially. And most imptly he is my good friend...Thank you so much CY!I wish you all the best in India and please update your blog with your experience in India yah, with pictures especially!!! We will be sending him to the airport tomorrow..Someone please bring tissue...
Oh..I am enjoying reading microecons.Haha!!
I am crazy over this song called 一千年以后 ( This 5 characters i have to ask my friend to type them for me :S - yi qian nian i can recognize but i dont know how to write yi hou..haha ok, i know you must be thinking i wasted the 1 semester i took mandarin) I have been playing this song again and again and again..even though i understand only like 20% of the lyrics :S ..It's weird, i can understand spoken mandarin by my friends but i don't understand Mandarin News and Songs ( even though i listen to lots of mandarin songs) Always feel so bad coz i am a chinese but i cant read chinese.. ( well, i can speak Mandarin, is that good enough?? :)
Farewell Chin Yun?Tomorrow? Finally? For sure? haha.. Huhuhuhuhu...I will miss you, Chin yun. CY is going to India ( Yay , i love India ) for traineeship with TATA ( not with @ though). He is a great great AIESECer who have contributed a lot to @NUS especially. And most imptly he is my good friend...Thank you so much CY!I wish you all the best in India and please update your blog with your experience in India yah, with pictures especially!!! We will be sending him to the airport tomorrow..Someone please bring tissue...
Oh..I am enjoying reading microecons.Haha!!
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Dentist on the train & many other 'stuff '
Yst, when i was on the train, i met my dentist ( yea the charming one, if you followed my blog) and we chat for a short while. I saw him first. And he enter the train at the exact door i was standing next to. such a small singapore huh. Funny thing was for a moment i was thinking if i should approach him and say hie, hahaha coz silly me..i was actually afraid he will ask me to open my mouth. Hhahaha.And he saw me.. Well, he didn't ask me to open my mouth of course . But he did ask how is the tooth going. It's still painful!! He said maybe another few more days. I'll see... He was going home frm hospital and told me about how he is paid to study his PHD in NUS ( i was thinking, Smart!) but he has so many bonds after that, something like bonded his whole life. but of course, to him Singapore is a very nice place to work and stay in. Oh btw he's a malaysian. ^ ^
Ha, one more incident, Susan was telling me that Eric is staying in the same condo, he is staying with Jong Hoon( always have tough time pronouncing his name) ..the next moment....I saw Jong Hoon and few other DHL trainees..:S Well, yst, i saw a lot of people. Met Gitti too, but she was rushing for a community service commitment. Humm, small yeah Singapore, in 3 hours, i met so many people.
Yst also, i went to collect the tix for Discover Europe for Future. I think the event is gonna be very big. The tix is for the dialogue session with a whole list of ambassadors and high profile people from Europe or it's embassies. Pretty excited over it, coz i am really looking forward for an opportunity to experience Europe. It is so ironic, my friends from Europe and Africa are looking forward to Asia. I guess we are all curious people, waiting to see the other part of the world which is so unique and different from our own. To me, no matter where i go, i will come HOME. I had a chat with a friend. She shared the same idea of exploring the world outside Singapore, and she said "except the coming Home part". When she told me, she put it in such a funny way, can't stop laughing. Back to the event, there will be also European Career Fair. Ah, why didn't AIESEC part of the fair. This just another signal that we are not doing enough?
Oh no! Lab report. I am abit lost as to how to do this report, because i didnt attend the lab coz i
was away in IC. It's kind of weird when u need to do a report for a lab session you did not attend. Fortunately i have very nice benchmates. One of them even photocopy and called me up to pick her results from her. Touched. Another one, sent me her tables ( a complicated table which will probably take me quite some time to do ). Very nice people. Ok, better get back to my work.
Yst, when i was on the train, i met my dentist ( yea the charming one, if you followed my blog) and we chat for a short while. I saw him first. And he enter the train at the exact door i was standing next to. such a small singapore huh. Funny thing was for a moment i was thinking if i should approach him and say hie, hahaha coz silly me..i was actually afraid he will ask me to open my mouth. Hhahaha.And he saw me.. Well, he didn't ask me to open my mouth of course . But he did ask how is the tooth going. It's still painful!! He said maybe another few more days. I'll see... He was going home frm hospital and told me about how he is paid to study his PHD in NUS ( i was thinking, Smart!) but he has so many bonds after that, something like bonded his whole life. but of course, to him Singapore is a very nice place to work and stay in. Oh btw he's a malaysian. ^ ^
Ha, one more incident, Susan was telling me that Eric is staying in the same condo, he is staying with Jong Hoon( always have tough time pronouncing his name) ..the next moment....I saw Jong Hoon and few other DHL trainees..:S Well, yst, i saw a lot of people. Met Gitti too, but she was rushing for a community service commitment. Humm, small yeah Singapore, in 3 hours, i met so many people.
Yst also, i went to collect the tix for Discover Europe for Future. I think the event is gonna be very big. The tix is for the dialogue session with a whole list of ambassadors and high profile people from Europe or it's embassies. Pretty excited over it, coz i am really looking forward for an opportunity to experience Europe. It is so ironic, my friends from Europe and Africa are looking forward to Asia. I guess we are all curious people, waiting to see the other part of the world which is so unique and different from our own. To me, no matter where i go, i will come HOME. I had a chat with a friend. She shared the same idea of exploring the world outside Singapore, and she said "except the coming Home part". When she told me, she put it in such a funny way, can't stop laughing. Back to the event, there will be also European Career Fair. Ah, why didn't AIESEC part of the fair. This just another signal that we are not doing enough?
Oh no! Lab report. I am abit lost as to how to do this report, because i didnt attend the lab coz i
was away in IC. It's kind of weird when u need to do a report for a lab session you did not attend. Fortunately i have very nice benchmates. One of them even photocopy and called me up to pick her results from her. Touched. Another one, sent me her tables ( a complicated table which will probably take me quite some time to do ). Very nice people. Ok, better get back to my work.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Another Tuesday?
I am again behind my own schedule. Such a loser :p. I have to really Sppeeeeed UP!! Have 2 lectures later. Econs, again? Everytime i attend an econs lecture, I will know how time flies. This is because , to me i will have to say to mysef "oh , another one more KIV lecture i need to catch up" I am really blur in econ class, maybe it is a bad thing to not have mid-terms. For other modules, i can say, hum, yea maybe i am on track, but definately still need to put in a lot more effort if i wanna survive finals.
Tonight, i'll be meeting Susan ( my ex-LCP ). I wanted to meet her, have many doubts and uncertainties. I need some enlightenment..She will be flying for the next 4 weeks to Beijing, Bangkok, Phuket, and Madrid. So cool yah!! And Nikunj, LC VP OGX of AIESEC in Kalkota is here in Sg, so tmr, we arranged a lunch together at NUS. Have been meeting too many people these days. Well, it's a good thing and i really really enjoy it, but i am actually a little tired. ^ ^
I realized that i have been too busy when i saw my Block Resident Assistance in the lift on a Saturday and she told me that she have been going to my room 5 (FIVE!) nights and can't find me. :S . Life have been too happening :S . Time Management. No more blog? Have to tie the 3 'E's together. Efficient. Effective. EeLing. All starts with 'E'. : ) i have to work on it! Need some more Strength here!! hopefully no more challenges coming in before the ones at hand are solve yah. No matter what, I won't give up!!
I am again behind my own schedule. Such a loser :p. I have to really Sppeeeeed UP!! Have 2 lectures later. Econs, again? Everytime i attend an econs lecture, I will know how time flies. This is because , to me i will have to say to mysef "oh , another one more KIV lecture i need to catch up" I am really blur in econ class, maybe it is a bad thing to not have mid-terms. For other modules, i can say, hum, yea maybe i am on track, but definately still need to put in a lot more effort if i wanna survive finals.
Tonight, i'll be meeting Susan ( my ex-LCP ). I wanted to meet her, have many doubts and uncertainties. I need some enlightenment..She will be flying for the next 4 weeks to Beijing, Bangkok, Phuket, and Madrid. So cool yah!! And Nikunj, LC VP OGX of AIESEC in Kalkota is here in Sg, so tmr, we arranged a lunch together at NUS. Have been meeting too many people these days. Well, it's a good thing and i really really enjoy it, but i am actually a little tired. ^ ^
I realized that i have been too busy when i saw my Block Resident Assistance in the lift on a Saturday and she told me that she have been going to my room 5 (FIVE!) nights and can't find me. :S . Life have been too happening :S . Time Management. No more blog? Have to tie the 3 'E's together. Efficient. Effective. EeLing. All starts with 'E'. : ) i have to work on it! Need some more Strength here!! hopefully no more challenges coming in before the ones at hand are solve yah. No matter what, I won't give up!!
Monday, October 10, 2005
Am still awake
restless. can't pay attention in class at all. tired but can't sleep. Too many things bothering me. I don't know what to do. :s . I will pull through. ^ ^
restless. can't pay attention in class at all. tired but can't sleep. Too many things bothering me. I don't know what to do. :s . I will pull through. ^ ^
CHeck This SOng out!!
I am awake since 4 pm yesterday! But hey check this song out. It's such a Nice Song!
Artist: Jason Mraz Lyrics
Song: You and I Both Lyrics
I am awake since 4 pm yesterday! But hey check this song out. It's such a Nice Song!
Artist: Jason Mraz Lyrics
Song: You and I Both Lyrics
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to nightUntil the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang
Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeedededewell
I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.
Farewell René
As long as we have memories, yesterday remains;
As long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits.
As long as we have Friendship, each day is never a waste.
Just came back frm sending René off. Very sad. Saying good bye is always hard for me. Eventhough we only get to know each other closer towards the end of his stay in Sg, seeing him leaving in the cab was really hard. I m always an emotional person.( It was the same when i had to leave India) I don't know when we will ever meet again. Even though in AIESEC, the world seems to be small, you never know, due to time, commitments, financial situation, you know there is possibilities that you will never meet again, especially with trainees. We had a great time ( in the hospital canteen..) laughed till the people there scolded us :S Funny thing was we were having fun with his backpack. ?????. Took a few pictures. Oh i am gonna miss him. He's flying home to Germany and we are back to school. Superficially, nothing changed. But if you see through your hearts, it is different....
I met YOU as a stranger,
I leave YOU as a friend,
As long as the world stands,
Our friendship never ends.
All friends never split and even if they do they will meet again.
Till we meet again, Take care René.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Lost Sunday
I lost my sunday to sleep :S i woke up at 10 plus (close to 11) this morning. Shower and checked my mails. Then planned to start my Lab reports and projects. Started off ( alittle) ..then Lunch. I wanted to watch my NEW Forrest Gump DVD -Special Collector's Edition!! ( So so happy!! My first bday present. And Forrest Gump is my HEro ^^) while having my lunch ( hehe) but, my com just cant detect the DVD!! The 2nd DVD was detected but i can't play. IT caused my laptop to hang. I wonder why. Will try out on my friend's laptop and i'll see how. AFter Lunch,at abt 1 maybe.. i was so so tired that i slept off. !!!!!!. I woke up only at 4!! So i slept practically my whole Sunday!! I must be so tired over the busy busy week.
Yesterday alone, i had meeting frm 10 to abt 1, then travelled to town for LCPs-MCP meeting at 2, ended at abt 5. Then since we have like abt 2 -3 hours time to spare , I watched CSI, 6th Season Episode 1 with my MCP :S Dei was sleeping outside coz the room was too cold. WC, had something else to do. So at abt 6, we walked from SMU city campus to LPS. Hahha..we were not sure how to get there but managed to find our ways. On our way to LPS, we past Explanade, and did spent some time admiring ARTS at Esplanade. ( humm..not so bad to walk afterall). Again, LPS was fun. Good food, Good company. Managed to talk to Atila abt his experience in AI. It was great!! Hum..sadly didnt managed to talk to some other trainees. But spent time with my fellow AIESECers. After LPS, we walked to Boat Quay. Sharon, HF, Rene and i stopped at at the river front to admire the scenary and for some pictures!! Sharon took some very nice pics..Will post it here soon. Then we headed for Sahara to join the rest. They have already ordered and drinking, and shisha-ing ( ^ ^) The place, music, reminded me a lot of IC !!
Oh need to go for dinner with Rene and the rest. He is flying off back to Germany later. Sad..
I lost my sunday to sleep :S i woke up at 10 plus (close to 11) this morning. Shower and checked my mails. Then planned to start my Lab reports and projects. Started off ( alittle) ..then Lunch. I wanted to watch my NEW Forrest Gump DVD -Special Collector's Edition!! ( So so happy!! My first bday present. And Forrest Gump is my HEro ^^) while having my lunch ( hehe) but, my com just cant detect the DVD!! The 2nd DVD was detected but i can't play. IT caused my laptop to hang. I wonder why. Will try out on my friend's laptop and i'll see how. AFter Lunch,at abt 1 maybe.. i was so so tired that i slept off. !!!!!!. I woke up only at 4!! So i slept practically my whole Sunday!! I must be so tired over the busy busy week.
Yesterday alone, i had meeting frm 10 to abt 1, then travelled to town for LCPs-MCP meeting at 2, ended at abt 5. Then since we have like abt 2 -3 hours time to spare , I watched CSI, 6th Season Episode 1 with my MCP :S Dei was sleeping outside coz the room was too cold. WC, had something else to do. So at abt 6, we walked from SMU city campus to LPS. Hahha..we were not sure how to get there but managed to find our ways. On our way to LPS, we past Explanade, and did spent some time admiring ARTS at Esplanade. ( humm..not so bad to walk afterall). Again, LPS was fun. Good food, Good company. Managed to talk to Atila abt his experience in AI. It was great!! Hum..sadly didnt managed to talk to some other trainees. But spent time with my fellow AIESECers. After LPS, we walked to Boat Quay. Sharon, HF, Rene and i stopped at at the river front to admire the scenary and for some pictures!! Sharon took some very nice pics..Will post it here soon. Then we headed for Sahara to join the rest. They have already ordered and drinking, and shisha-ing ( ^ ^) The place, music, reminded me a lot of IC !!
Oh need to go for dinner with Rene and the rest. He is flying off back to Germany later. Sad..
Saturday, October 08, 2005
October TeaJoy
Teajoy, is a tea session,in a tea shop, for AIESECers to drink tea and talk to each other. It is held every first Friday of teh month. The AIESECers are members( MC to newbies) ,Trainees, and Alumni. Yesterday's was fun. I have to say sorry but my past Teajoys was boring. Yesterday we had lots of people. Mostly the 'DHL Mafia' , new trainees, NUS juniors ( ^^ ), MC , but just a few Alumni. Had a great great time talking to my juniors. And the trainees. Took a picture..Humm will post it later. Best Teajoy ever!
OH yesterday also, b4 teajoy, SUSHI with ALexander, and Khim Nyang! I love SUSHI!!! We ate a lot. On Monday, in JP, i didnt managed to eat sushi, so this time, i make sure i am satisfied! Alexander was so crazy over sashimi. I felt so guilty, he paid most of the bill and Khim Nyang paid for the rest. It's an early bday treat frm Khim. So iam so happy! Sushi! Probably will be meeting Susan for Sushi again next Monday. I hope. She wanted to treat her successor '( me!)but i'll see..Alex, Khim, and I was hoping to go for the SUshi Buffet in Funan Plaza one of these days and eat ALL we can.
After Teajoy, celebrated Tiang, and Khim Bday and Cy's farwell at Holland V. They ordered 3 jugs of diff alcohol, but i didnt drink. Having a painful toothache ( coz of the treatment ) and not in the mood of drinking. They didnt get enough of it, so went to get coke,ice and cup frm Cold Storage coz we have Johnny Walker that HF and I bought frm the airport that day. We arrive home at about close to 3 am. and after passing them the Johnny Walker, i chatted with IMran. Had deeper understanding of the Muslim and the fasting month. And to experience how they feel during this month, i decided to fast with him today. Furthermore, he is willing to travel 1 hour down to school for a PBox meeting. And later we going to break fast together at LPS during the trainee welcome dinner. One thing that touched me , he said something like breaking fast with Good Food, and Good Company!! Good company , AIESECers.
Teajoy, is a tea session,in a tea shop, for AIESECers to drink tea and talk to each other. It is held every first Friday of teh month. The AIESECers are members( MC to newbies) ,Trainees, and Alumni. Yesterday's was fun. I have to say sorry but my past Teajoys was boring. Yesterday we had lots of people. Mostly the 'DHL Mafia' , new trainees, NUS juniors ( ^^ ), MC , but just a few Alumni. Had a great great time talking to my juniors. And the trainees. Took a picture..Humm will post it later. Best Teajoy ever!
OH yesterday also, b4 teajoy, SUSHI with ALexander, and Khim Nyang! I love SUSHI!!! We ate a lot. On Monday, in JP, i didnt managed to eat sushi, so this time, i make sure i am satisfied! Alexander was so crazy over sashimi. I felt so guilty, he paid most of the bill and Khim Nyang paid for the rest. It's an early bday treat frm Khim. So iam so happy! Sushi! Probably will be meeting Susan for Sushi again next Monday. I hope. She wanted to treat her successor '( me!)but i'll see..Alex, Khim, and I was hoping to go for the SUshi Buffet in Funan Plaza one of these days and eat ALL we can.
After Teajoy, celebrated Tiang, and Khim Bday and Cy's farwell at Holland V. They ordered 3 jugs of diff alcohol, but i didnt drink. Having a painful toothache ( coz of the treatment ) and not in the mood of drinking. They didnt get enough of it, so went to get coke,ice and cup frm Cold Storage coz we have Johnny Walker that HF and I bought frm the airport that day. We arrive home at about close to 3 am. and after passing them the Johnny Walker, i chatted with IMran. Had deeper understanding of the Muslim and the fasting month. And to experience how they feel during this month, i decided to fast with him today. Furthermore, he is willing to travel 1 hour down to school for a PBox meeting. And later we going to break fast together at LPS during the trainee welcome dinner. One thing that touched me , he said something like breaking fast with Good Food, and Good Company!! Good company , AIESECers.
Friday, October 07, 2005
I am SPECIAL ^ ^ , that cost me a bomb.
Just came back from the dentist. Appointment with the young charming looking dentist : P at 8 am! This will be my last visit to him. After 1 year, 2 student dentists,and 1 general charming dentist, finally i got this tooth of mine done. According to them, i am special ( oh well..) I have 4 roots instead of 3 for normal people. But that caused me a bomb. The roots are near and some how, causes some complication. Hence my gum swell at one particular tooth and hum some details you dun want to know. So i had to do root canal treatment. Actually after just one visit, my gum had healed, just that i need to still do the root canal treatment. COz if i dont, it will cause infections to nearby teeth and things will become worse. Since root canal treatment have to be done in a few visits, i can;t do it back home. So.. They took many many x-rays ( every x-ray about 10 to 15 dollars) and few photo of my tooth and gum ( for studies/record purposes?? coz it's a dental school hospital) All these happened in one year, coz i was too busy to visit the dentist ( even the 1st student dentist graduated already :S ) So today, finally, i have to pay 300 SING DOLLAR!! Dunno why i have to pay for the many X-rays ( more than 10 of them ) . I am officially broke.
Later, going for Teajoy ( AHhhh..have to pay 5 bucks for that) But i have to go coz, my LC is organizing it this time. My members have been working hard, i have to show my 100% support. Hey LC NUS rocks!! and before that, meeting Alexander for dinner ( Sharon fang fei chi!!)..And now, going for a Molecular Human Disease lab. 6 Hours of lab!! Just pray this time i don;t get the super boring, and always giving me headache Teacher Assistant.
Just came back from the dentist. Appointment with the young charming looking dentist : P at 8 am! This will be my last visit to him. After 1 year, 2 student dentists,and 1 general charming dentist, finally i got this tooth of mine done. According to them, i am special ( oh well..) I have 4 roots instead of 3 for normal people. But that caused me a bomb. The roots are near and some how, causes some complication. Hence my gum swell at one particular tooth and hum some details you dun want to know. So i had to do root canal treatment. Actually after just one visit, my gum had healed, just that i need to still do the root canal treatment. COz if i dont, it will cause infections to nearby teeth and things will become worse. Since root canal treatment have to be done in a few visits, i can;t do it back home. So.. They took many many x-rays ( every x-ray about 10 to 15 dollars) and few photo of my tooth and gum ( for studies/record purposes?? coz it's a dental school hospital) All these happened in one year, coz i was too busy to visit the dentist ( even the 1st student dentist graduated already :S ) So today, finally, i have to pay 300 SING DOLLAR!! Dunno why i have to pay for the many X-rays ( more than 10 of them ) . I am officially broke.
Later, going for Teajoy ( AHhhh..have to pay 5 bucks for that) But i have to go coz, my LC is organizing it this time. My members have been working hard, i have to show my 100% support. Hey LC NUS rocks!! and before that, meeting Alexander for dinner ( Sharon fang fei chi!!)..And now, going for a Molecular Human Disease lab. 6 Hours of lab!! Just pray this time i don;t get the super boring, and always giving me headache Teacher Assistant.
Welcoming Tisa!!
Today, i do not have lab,just a lecture at 6 pm ( yes 6 in the evening) and since everyone has class ( really???) i went to welcome our HP trainee ( intern??) from the airport with Khim Nyang. We arrived just on time for the passenger of her flight to claim their luggages. We waited with full patient. Knowing that ..humm somehow AIESEC trainees are usually ( not always) the last one to be out to claim their luggages. And yea, we waited , and waited. Each time we saw a lone young lady, we guessed it must be her. Nope, nope and nope..After sometime, finally, a petite young lady ( yawning her way :P) came to collect her luggage ( and Yes, she was the last one!) and when she saw us holding the banner with her name spelt out in full, she smiled ( looking tired) and pointed at herself. And so, introducing each other and zoom we were on the cab. And suddenly some one remembered, we shud get her to exchange her money since we have to settle quite some matters today.
Ah, too late, nvm. So, we went to DHL to collect the house key from Joon Hang and brought Tisa to St. francis ( oh forgot to mention Khim Nyang running after the cab in front of DHL..agaga) , put down her luggages, pack some documents and hit the road again ( on our legs) Since it was a busy one way street, we decided ( er Khim Nyang la) to through the HDB flats, cross roads, through shops to the other side of the area (where the traffic seems to be flowing the opposite direction) We thought we could catch a bus back to the MRT since the traffic is in the opposite direction. We reached the bus stop, and ask a bus driver ' Uncle, does this bus goes to Boon Keng MRT?' ' Erm, no , but you just need to turn right infront, no need to take bus" !!!! Hum so we ended up walking to the MRT station ( the LONG way..thanks to greenlamd..hehe) Reaching the Boon Keng MRT station, where there were many different shop houses, banks polyclinics etc. And hence also began our underground crossing 'world record'. Everything was quite hectic for her today coz she had to settle her healthcheck( if possible to MOM but turned out not possible) and get things done today coz she have to start work tomorrow ( poor tisa). And i was determined to help to spend less coz as an international i understand ( especially when i am so broke now). She don't mind walking for lesser price so we walk and walk the whole day. So, we knew we have to get her USD changed to SGD first. tried to search for money changer, i can't. So we decided to go to the bank instead. We cross. Then, Greenlamb have to go back to school.
So, Tisa and i were in the long lunch hour bank queue. Both of us were HUNGRY. So we decided to eat first! So, after lunch , back to the queue. The queue seems to be at the same length when we left ( of course diff people now) Then, i decided to ask the officer, she told me don't change there ( ????) instead asked me to go opposite the road, into this building, into a shoe shop, there is a typical money changer( no queue and higher rates) . Humm..seeing the long queue, i told Tisa, we are going opp. We cross. Ok found shop, money changed. Health check is next. We cross again. And went to a clinic to ask abt the price. SUPER ex. so, move on. Saw a queue infront of a CLINIC. i was really yes VERY curious And haha went to ask one aunty, why are they in the queue for, is it for health check and is it cheap? ( Coz the sign on the wall read Health Screen ) She said yea i can get health check there but they are there to see the doc ( I was like !?!??!?! is he/she that good? till people actually queue, when there are 3 or 4 other clinics in that area!)
Ok, so went to ask clinic 2, nope. And at last the 3rd clinic, price seems reasonable, doc was really friendly. So, we decided that's the clinic. HEalthcheck done. So, next stop, to get a handphone prepaid card so we can contact her on TVP and acc matters. So, we cross. coz the only shop was opposite. And in no time, managed to get her the (what i thought is the best telco and plan :P) prepaid card. SHe was really happy and started sending SMS and calling her parents and friends. I was glad and satisfied.Ok,basically what was important was done. She insisted on treating me a drink. So yeap cold green tea!
Then, i offer to show her to HP office since i have time to spare and am worried she might not be able to find her way there tommorow ( she looks so petite and innocent) . So, to cut the story short, we took MRT from Boon Keng to Harbour Front, then bus 97 to HP office. Stop for a few minutes ( i think she took some pics) explain to her and she said she can;t remember so i suggest we go back to Harbour Front find nice place and she write down. So in HF mall, McD, rest, write, understood, her dad called. I thought she might need some daily necessity so, Cold Storage. Warned her that she might need to move again, so dont buy too much. But humm bought quite a lot. Then we went back on train. in the train, !!!!! realized we lost the reception package!! Ah..i blame on her groceries ( quietly)too many begs , must have slipped of my hands. Ok, it's my fault. But so i sent her back to Boon Keng, flag her a bus to her house. And went back ALL the way to HF Mall to look for her reception package. First instinct, McD. Bingo! Correct. Happy Ee Ling, Late for CLASS!! ran from science park, through PGP, to terminal, up A1, into lecture hall. Late 15 minutes. TIRED. but SATISFIED.
Long DAY, Long Post.
Today, i do not have lab,just a lecture at 6 pm ( yes 6 in the evening) and since everyone has class ( really???) i went to welcome our HP trainee ( intern??) from the airport with Khim Nyang. We arrived just on time for the passenger of her flight to claim their luggages. We waited with full patient. Knowing that ..humm somehow AIESEC trainees are usually ( not always) the last one to be out to claim their luggages. And yea, we waited , and waited. Each time we saw a lone young lady, we guessed it must be her. Nope, nope and nope..After sometime, finally, a petite young lady ( yawning her way :P) came to collect her luggage ( and Yes, she was the last one!) and when she saw us holding the banner with her name spelt out in full, she smiled ( looking tired) and pointed at herself. And so, introducing each other and zoom we were on the cab. And suddenly some one remembered, we shud get her to exchange her money since we have to settle quite some matters today.
Ah, too late, nvm. So, we went to DHL to collect the house key from Joon Hang and brought Tisa to St. francis ( oh forgot to mention Khim Nyang running after the cab in front of DHL..agaga) , put down her luggages, pack some documents and hit the road again ( on our legs) Since it was a busy one way street, we decided ( er Khim Nyang la) to through the HDB flats, cross roads, through shops to the other side of the area (where the traffic seems to be flowing the opposite direction) We thought we could catch a bus back to the MRT since the traffic is in the opposite direction. We reached the bus stop, and ask a bus driver ' Uncle, does this bus goes to Boon Keng MRT?' ' Erm, no , but you just need to turn right infront, no need to take bus" !!!! Hum so we ended up walking to the MRT station ( the LONG way..thanks to greenlamd..hehe) Reaching the Boon Keng MRT station, where there were many different shop houses, banks polyclinics etc. And hence also began our underground crossing 'world record'. Everything was quite hectic for her today coz she had to settle her healthcheck( if possible to MOM but turned out not possible) and get things done today coz she have to start work tomorrow ( poor tisa). And i was determined to help to spend less coz as an international i understand ( especially when i am so broke now). She don't mind walking for lesser price so we walk and walk the whole day. So, we knew we have to get her USD changed to SGD first. tried to search for money changer, i can't. So we decided to go to the bank instead. We cross. Then, Greenlamb have to go back to school.
So, Tisa and i were in the long lunch hour bank queue. Both of us were HUNGRY. So we decided to eat first! So, after lunch , back to the queue. The queue seems to be at the same length when we left ( of course diff people now) Then, i decided to ask the officer, she told me don't change there ( ????) instead asked me to go opposite the road, into this building, into a shoe shop, there is a typical money changer( no queue and higher rates) . Humm..seeing the long queue, i told Tisa, we are going opp. We cross. Ok found shop, money changed. Health check is next. We cross again. And went to a clinic to ask abt the price. SUPER ex. so, move on. Saw a queue infront of a CLINIC. i was really yes VERY curious And haha went to ask one aunty, why are they in the queue for, is it for health check and is it cheap? ( Coz the sign on the wall read Health Screen ) She said yea i can get health check there but they are there to see the doc ( I was like !?!??!?! is he/she that good? till people actually queue, when there are 3 or 4 other clinics in that area!)
Ok, so went to ask clinic 2, nope. And at last the 3rd clinic, price seems reasonable, doc was really friendly. So, we decided that's the clinic. HEalthcheck done. So, next stop, to get a handphone prepaid card so we can contact her on TVP and acc matters. So, we cross. coz the only shop was opposite. And in no time, managed to get her the (what i thought is the best telco and plan :P) prepaid card. SHe was really happy and started sending SMS and calling her parents and friends. I was glad and satisfied.Ok,basically what was important was done. She insisted on treating me a drink. So yeap cold green tea!
Then, i offer to show her to HP office since i have time to spare and am worried she might not be able to find her way there tommorow ( she looks so petite and innocent) . So, to cut the story short, we took MRT from Boon Keng to Harbour Front, then bus 97 to HP office. Stop for a few minutes ( i think she took some pics) explain to her and she said she can;t remember so i suggest we go back to Harbour Front find nice place and she write down. So in HF mall, McD, rest, write, understood, her dad called. I thought she might need some daily necessity so, Cold Storage. Warned her that she might need to move again, so dont buy too much. But humm bought quite a lot. Then we went back on train. in the train, !!!!! realized we lost the reception package!! Ah..i blame on her groceries ( quietly)too many begs , must have slipped of my hands. Ok, it's my fault. But so i sent her back to Boon Keng, flag her a bus to her house. And went back ALL the way to HF Mall to look for her reception package. First instinct, McD. Bingo! Correct. Happy Ee Ling, Late for CLASS!! ran from science park, through PGP, to terminal, up A1, into lecture hall. Late 15 minutes. TIRED. but SATISFIED.
Long DAY, Long Post.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Gloomy Day
Since yesterday night, i have not been feeling happy. I just finish my tests, was really happy, but after coming back from JP, things just took a U-turn. Nothing to do with outing at JP. I know the reasons but it is getting worse coz i can share it with no one. I just do not know how to share. I have a list of work to deal with but i am just too unhappy and can't bring myself together to do it. No matter how tough or strong you are, there is time when you just can't help it but allows emotion to take over you. Moreover, i am never tough emotionally and mentally. I wish I have what i wish i have. Wish Wish Wish..it's not gonna take me anywhere by just wishing, i know. And now it is raining... It's really a gloomy day
Let's hope tomorrow the sun will shine brighter for me, and you!
Since yesterday night, i have not been feeling happy. I just finish my tests, was really happy, but after coming back from JP, things just took a U-turn. Nothing to do with outing at JP. I know the reasons but it is getting worse coz i can share it with no one. I just do not know how to share. I have a list of work to deal with but i am just too unhappy and can't bring myself together to do it. No matter how tough or strong you are, there is time when you just can't help it but allows emotion to take over you. Moreover, i am never tough emotionally and mentally. I wish I have what i wish i have. Wish Wish Wish..it's not gonna take me anywhere by just wishing, i know. And now it is raining... It's really a gloomy day
Let's hope tomorrow the sun will shine brighter for me, and you!
Monday, October 03, 2005
yabadabadoooo...finish my mid-term tests
done with my final mid-term paper of this semester. Now i can have some time to really catch up and study for my finals. And ( wink wink) some time for me to do my aiesec work. Have lots of things i need to do but i am willing to do anything other than MEMORIZE. Woosh..i survived 2 weeks of intensive understanding and cramming of biological facts! I must say, i am so proud of myself ( hehe) eventhough i know the results may not be so good. And my next tough job is to understand MicroEconomics which i completely missed! I attended the tutorials last 2 weeks with lots lots lots of question marks. And tommorow gonna start doing my econs project with my partner..Ah we are so so late to start, i am so guilty, i can't help IC is more important but at least now i am contributing. So sleepy now, but i can't stay in! I am going out now, going JayPee, Haha no going JP ( Jurong Point) shopping mall for Sushi!! Later..
done with my final mid-term paper of this semester. Now i can have some time to really catch up and study for my finals. And ( wink wink) some time for me to do my aiesec work. Have lots of things i need to do but i am willing to do anything other than MEMORIZE. Woosh..i survived 2 weeks of intensive understanding and cramming of biological facts! I must say, i am so proud of myself ( hehe) eventhough i know the results may not be so good. And my next tough job is to understand MicroEconomics which i completely missed! I attended the tutorials last 2 weeks with lots lots lots of question marks. And tommorow gonna start doing my econs project with my partner..Ah we are so so late to start, i am so guilty, i can't help IC is more important but at least now i am contributing. So sleepy now, but i can't stay in! I am going out now, going JayPee, Haha no going JP ( Jurong Point) shopping mall for Sushi!! Later..
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Heavy rain, Strong wind and i can't wait for December!
Ooosh! I went to collect my laundry from the laundry room downstairs and wwoo, the wind was blowing so strongly that it made me feel so insecure and scared especially when i reached at my level 6( quite high considering my block is built on a slope). Even so, i took a few minutes to admire the view of the nearby harbour upon stepping out of the lift. It reminds me of home, Penang, the harbour in Penang, and the ferry, and the beaches, and the..... And then, the heavy rain followed. Feeling a bit restless.
But i came back to my room and saw Sharon signing in with her MSN nick. "Singapore NLDS Int Facil Applications open!" Yea, suddenly i felt so excited for December to come. After finals finish in the very last day of November, everything will be just great! It will certaintly be a happening month, fun filled with learning and exciting conferences! Early Dec, the Malaysian NLDS ( sadly, i can't attend coz i think i'll be busy preparing for our own NLDS) then 8th to 11th Dec , SINGAPORE NLDS! Tong told me maybe ( yea only MAYBE..i dunno) it is gonna be in Down Town East, which is cool coz it was where the last APX LDS in Sg was held! Then on the 12th Dec to 15th Dec, OCSEA LDS! I heard from Jill that it's gonna be USD120( =~S$250?..hum no money! hope to receive the scholarship check soon..i am really running out of $$$ after IC) and probably it'll be in Istana Hotel or something in Kuala Lumpur. That's the only info i know about OC SEA LDS :P Really hope to meet up some friends in OCSEA and not forgetting, my very important non-AIESEC old friends who are currently based in KL. And then, after OCSEA, post-tour to PENANG!! Haha, Going back to Home Sweet Home!! And then ..Merry Christmas!!^_^ Hope to stay in Penang for christmas this year. Hum maybe New year also? I'll see..but maybe New Year will be in KL with my sis/bro or my old friends :P . I do hope to go to Cameron Highlands though (every vacation i said that- but mom said it's boring and friends are either working or spending time with their families. HUmm..) , such a lovely place, peaceful, green, and beautiful, perfect place for relaxation! ^_^
Ah 14 more days to my birthday. And i am not excited over it. Humm i wonder why? I am looking forward straight to December instead, and just never reserve any excitement for my own special day. Humm.. ",
Ooosh! I went to collect my laundry from the laundry room downstairs and wwoo, the wind was blowing so strongly that it made me feel so insecure and scared especially when i reached at my level 6( quite high considering my block is built on a slope). Even so, i took a few minutes to admire the view of the nearby harbour upon stepping out of the lift. It reminds me of home, Penang, the harbour in Penang, and the ferry, and the beaches, and the..... And then, the heavy rain followed. Feeling a bit restless.
But i came back to my room and saw Sharon signing in with her MSN nick. "Singapore NLDS Int Facil Applications open!" Yea, suddenly i felt so excited for December to come. After finals finish in the very last day of November, everything will be just great! It will certaintly be a happening month, fun filled with learning and exciting conferences! Early Dec, the Malaysian NLDS ( sadly, i can't attend coz i think i'll be busy preparing for our own NLDS) then 8th to 11th Dec , SINGAPORE NLDS! Tong told me maybe ( yea only MAYBE..i dunno) it is gonna be in Down Town East, which is cool coz it was where the last APX LDS in Sg was held! Then on the 12th Dec to 15th Dec, OCSEA LDS! I heard from Jill that it's gonna be USD120( =~S$250?..hum no money! hope to receive the scholarship check soon..i am really running out of $$$ after IC) and probably it'll be in Istana Hotel or something in Kuala Lumpur. That's the only info i know about OC SEA LDS :P Really hope to meet up some friends in OCSEA and not forgetting, my very important non-AIESEC old friends who are currently based in KL. And then, after OCSEA, post-tour to PENANG!! Haha, Going back to Home Sweet Home!! And then ..Merry Christmas!!^_^ Hope to stay in Penang for christmas this year. Hum maybe New year also? I'll see..but maybe New Year will be in KL with my sis/bro or my old friends :P . I do hope to go to Cameron Highlands though (every vacation i said that- but mom said it's boring and friends are either working or spending time with their families. HUmm..) , such a lovely place, peaceful, green, and beautiful, perfect place for relaxation! ^_^
Ah 14 more days to my birthday. And i am not excited over it. Humm i wonder why? I am looking forward straight to December instead, and just never reserve any excitement for my own special day. Humm.. ",
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Random Thoughts...Pessimist Vs Optimist
"The pessimist scorns the fact that roses have thorns. The optimist gives thanks that thorns have roses"
- Well, i admit, i am never thankful that thorns have roses. It's time to change!
"The pessimist scorns the fact that roses have thorns. The optimist gives thanks that thorns have roses"
- Well, i admit, i am never thankful that thorns have roses. It's time to change!
Beautiful Morning, Singapore!
I woke up 1 hour ago, feeling fresh but yea with some headache. I guess i must have been straining my brain for the last few days. I went to bed early yesterday, had a good night sleep and that is why when i wake up today, everything seems to be so fresh and beautiful!
Now, i am ready to start my Saturday , for my microbiology test on Monday ( last one! ^^)
If you are reading this, i wish you have a nice, wonderful day ..weekend! ^^
I woke up 1 hour ago, feeling fresh but yea with some headache. I guess i must have been straining my brain for the last few days. I went to bed early yesterday, had a good night sleep and that is why when i wake up today, everything seems to be so fresh and beautiful!
Now, i am ready to start my Saturday , for my microbiology test on Monday ( last one! ^^)
If you are reading this, i wish you have a nice, wonderful day ..weekend! ^^



























