20th March 2007

I went out for a few business and sales meeting today with my boss. Extremely tired now. Got a big big account today. My products, but none of my effort. They called us, and my boss did all the talking. He's a genius! I just smiled and gave away my brand new business cards the whole day. My boss drove, but i wonder why my legs are tired. The shoe is the problem! I have to find a solution. Hmmm.. Though the time at work past so much faster, and i log off work at 6 sharp, i am feeling like something is missing. And oh, I do not like being one of the people who is always trying to get into the train. Today, at 6 pm, I waited for 3 trains, and watched the doors open and.. No one move in or out, simply because it was just too packed by the time these train reached BuonaV. Worse, i have to again change at Jurong. Tired. Tired. Tiring. Tiring. Boring. Bored. Wondering. I think i am losing motivation. I keep thinking about how very long 3 years will be, and not how exciting the coming 3 years will be. This is so wrong.

And yeah, today i also know that I have been extremely silly, living in the past. People forget and move on w/o you . Ah, sounds depressing. No No, I must find a new motivation. IF not, i'll lose this battle against boredom.